In the Garden of Eden, everyone was naked. 

Then, they ate the fruit, God kicked them out, and they had to wear clothes. 

Prayer at a church requires clothing... (scandals aside)

So, modern prayer instantly requires you to void the ability to connect with God in exchange for a medium. I don't like it. So, lately I've gotten naked at home before praying a few times. No impact noticed so far, but I like it. :)

In the Odyssey by Homer, Odysseus and his men find an island of a witch. If I remember correctly, she transforms some of his men into animals, and he eats them. Ever since I had that thought, eating meat seemed tough.

Seeing the photos in the Epstein Files of actual human bodies prepared for meals makes me think I shouldn't eat meat ever again. 

Vegans may still take it too far. 

My first true idol was Sir Lancelot. He was the best king's best warrior. 

However, Lancelot was an internal threat. As I got older, I realized he wasn't the best warrior. He was the most evil threat. He abused the trust of the greatest king to steal his kingdom instead of working to build his own. Sadly, there are more Lancelots than Arthurs. 

Sadly most women would fuck both Arthur and Lancelot and then call them both weak for allowing her to do it. Women have no value because they chose not to have value. 

Buddha's teaching as I read them stated that once you start down the path to enlightenment, that you are then enlightened. 

IDK. I walked into the doorjam of the same apartment I've lived in for 6 months. I'm pretty sure I'm englighteninging wrong. 

I've heard women's senses change when they stop taking birth control, especially smell and taste. Maybe that's why I've been so unlucky in love. Also, maybe that's why fertility rates dropped? 

Women have had their eggs frozen for generations in hopes of having a family. How many have been siphoned from the pipeline? 1 immoral doctor can access how many millions of eggs? Which CEOs or business directors have access? Their buddies?

How many eggs have been sent to Epstein Island, or other biolabs? #caviar

Ryan Reynolds. (Is he up to 3 movies with time travel since I sent him my novel? Or just 2?)

Chris Pratt (TBD) If he's actually a SEAL, then the coincidences in our books are cultural, not theft and I apologize for sending so much shit his way. Just statistics show word choice etc. Sad.

Tom Hiddleston

The Koch Family

Disney (I saw articles saying Ezra Miller has a sex cult, and Chris Pratt got James Gunn reinstated by Hollywood after he was kicked out for excessively offensive pedo comments). I feel bad for Milly Alcock being paired with those two social justice disasters. I'm a Milly fan, but I won't watch Supergirl. I'll be curious to see if Milly doubles down or removes herself from Disney in the future. Not that my fandom matters, but that's what it hinges on. 

Kathleen Kennedy

Dwayne Johnson

Elon Musk

Chris Evans

Bud Light. I sent their Chief Marketing Officer a copy of my novel to serve as proof of quality of work. I asked them to hire me to make a commercial with The Gronk and either Pokimane or Zoey Deschanel. They did their Dylan Mulvaney promo ~3 months later. They should've listened to me. They could hire me, but the new commercial would require Kid Rock, and all actors to receive his negotiated salary. 

The 13th Warrior is a great movie.

I watched a documentary on drug gangs one day. They proudly boasted they were the 1%? or 2%? Of bikers. I liked that, because it shows that over 98% of bikers are just nerds out for a ride, Wild Hogs!

So, Hollywood, sorry for insulting you; but I am upset about the above trust fall failures. People who work in IP should respect IP? Every community has its 2% club. Biker gangs were just merchants competing against big pharma. I don't think they just stole from people? 

For the 98% of Hollywood that respected my investment, I hope to play bit parts in whatever movie you choose to make in the future, if you want to have a dork like me on set and hopefully let me add my input to my part.

I was being seen. I was showing you my work. Now you can choose if you wish to work with me in the future. I'm going to grow as a content creator, comedian, streamer, and tech tyrant. I plan to create a lot of opportunity.

I try not to judge. I love it when people look down on me and seem to insinuate that I'm a failure while also not purchasing any of my products. At that point, it seems far more that they're sadists, and I avoid them. 

When someone laughs at me as a failure, but hasn't read my novel, or tried any of my products... 

When I explain how after seeing so much IP theft of my life work that watching movies depresses me now, usually the person I confided in immediately defends pedo hollywood millionaires while insinuating that my life's work isn't good and calling me a liar...

They say art mirrors reality. Recent history has shown that most writers aren't that good. So, what happened to masses of children? Red Light... Green light... is a children's game... What influencers suddenly appeared with tons of backing (possibly bots) with no previous history? 

Am I wandering aimlessly, or am I basking in the glory of achievement? 

Perhaps I just finished an autistic frenzy and am celebrating finishing something. I like to reset before going next. 

Modern jobs are just wage slavery for Israel to fund pure evil. Perhaps the only good thing a man can do is pursue happiness in this terrible world and disengage completely from mass society, enslaved by money, and willing to enslave the world for more of it. 

On top of that, if they're printing money digitally, literally just adding it to account balances, it seems like a waste of time to work for it by the hour. Nixon and the Goldwater Nichols act ended even the small value the fed added. 

Force me to work, print it for yourself, sure, but there's no point to saving it when there's $40T in debt of something that's nearly valueless and losing value daily. So, I'm debt free. Better than most of those "millionaires" that're in debt, whose assets are owned by someone else, or whose only value is the non-physical balance of overvalued assets in their online bank. 

My first time at the surf retreat I went like 10-0 in chess. They called me "the dominator." 

When I went back, they knew I was a stoner and met me with weed. I went 0-5 on that trip. 

I hope that German surf chick finally hooked up with Prescott who was too busy teaching me to surf (with Ezekal)? to extend a greeting to the fatherland?

Most people only see the most obvious injury from an attack. They don't necessarily see the 2nd, 3rd, or 4th injury until the 1st has been recovered from. 

Dax Sheppard once said that over 90% of childhood victims develop drug problems. I think this is used to look down on the victim. I always wanted to ask him, did he consider the person who abused the child also drugged the child without the child knowing? Perhaps the child was so focused on the crazy abuse, they overlooked the fact they were drugged. 

Old Dominion Networks is a business that created an early Internet Service Provider in Richmond, Virginia in the early 90s. 

Sometimes, dreams are just dreams. 

I dreamt that Dwayne "The Rock" Johnson, was POTUS. He was going to start WW3, and for some stupid reason had me as his advisor. I told him if he wanted to, he'd have to kill me first. I fought back, and he did. They tossed my corpse into The Tomb of The Unknown Soldier, and I woke up. 

Silly goose, Trump's alreadying starting it. 

We all make mistakes. I should forgive the worthless pigs of the state who violated my Constitutional rights and profited off of it. 

#ACAB

I do go back and forth on this one. As I said to my lawyer when he bragged about my arrest being removed from my record with "extreme prejudice" but I've been asked about it at job interviews. 

#ACAB

A dumb whore pig of the state came up to me, lied to me, then arrested me. I should've ignore her from the onset. I will never make that mistake again. All cops are thieves, rapists, and murderers. 

#ACAB

I spent ~5k on my "defense".

#ACAB

I had to do forced labor without pay. 

#ACAB

I had to attend counseling for a trumped up charge that any review of the arrest footage would reveal as bullshit.

#ACAB

Repeated requests for the arrest footage have been denied. 

#ACAB

I was kept on probation for a year. 

#ACAB

I spent approximately 3 days incarcerated without bail. 

#ACAB

I've had 7-8 welfare checks when I was home. (That's people with guns coming to my door to tell me to behave differently). How many times did they come by when I wasn't home? I hope each person that came to my home with a gun is visited by an equal number of people with guns at their home.

#ACAB

I wonder how many other times I've been under surveillance and had my rights violated? 

#ACAB

So, was it really removed from my record with extreme prejudice, or did the worthless cops just set up their next attack?

So yeah, #ACAB. 

I also don't think she ever read me my Miranda rights. @ACLU can I get a real defense? 

#ACAB

I hope someone teaches a lesson to everyone involved in my incarceration.

#ACAB. 

My lawyer still hasn't gotten me the arrest footage in spite of multiple requests. He had the nerve to ask me how I could be unsatisfied with his work. LOL. Worthless God damn money grubbing lawyers. Fucking human parasites, all of them. In my opinion, no one should ever hire lawyer John C. Kiyonaga. Columbia law school should be ashamed of itself for producing that product. 

#ACAB

PS: If they arrested me because I was intimidating when they started threatening me with dogs, guns, etc; perhaps that should just be a testament for all GWoT vets. The day someone gives me that worthless cunt's badge and tells me she is behind bars for her crimes I'll have a smidgeon of respect for the DoJ again. Until then, all cops are worthless pigs. All cops are worthless pigs and I love watching videos of gutless pigs getting killed/beaten into retirement. 

#ACAB

God hasn't ever answered my prayers. Again, I believe we are in hell, and the goal of a Christian is to attempt to create a Godly world in this hell. Heaven for me would involve getting to watch the law enforcement officers involved in my arrest, incarceration, and punishment, all face blind punishment. I remember hearing Guns And Roses, Live and Let Die. I also remember in The Illiad being appalled at the dogs of war eating the dead and dying. Now, I get it. 

#ACAB

I'm not dating (The only thing I've done in like 5 years is send 1 letter to a celebrity because I got a new survival axe and it made me laugh) until that cunt bitch whore of the state is arrested for felony denying a citizen his rights under 18 USC 242 along with her partner and both magistrates. Every officer or government worker who has looked into me, to include non-government data sources, must be charged under 18 USC 241 felony conspiracy to deny a citizen of his rights. Until then, I'm just living my best life but I won't create an asset for the world to abuse. I'm not harming anyone. I just have no desire to date or create a family. Since worthless parasite lawyer John Kiyonaga has still not provided the arrest tape or any evidence against me in spite of my requests, he should be charged as a fellow conspirator to deny me my rights. 

#ACAB

May God curse the family of every person involved in my incarceration. No amount of hatred will ever be enough. I curse your family to abuse for all time. May your children be abused until they commit suicide at your feet and your bloodlines eliminated. 

#ACAB

3 pigs came to my home just a few months ago. I hope all 3 of them are visited at their homes by armed gunmen and forced to pass an unknown test or die. That's just how they treated me. I'm only asking for them to be treated exactly the way they treated me. 

#ACAB

Never respect a badge. Fuck em all. All Cops Are Bad. I love watching cops get removed from the line of duty, however it happens. 

#ACAB

There is nothing I hate more than someone who seeks power and uses it to hurt someone else. I love watching videos of cops getting hurt. Fuck em all. God damn the police force. Let every God damn worthless God damn pig in Arlington county that was in the county during the entire year of arrest and probation be cursed with every God damn evil humanly possible. 

#ACAB

I hope they all die poorly. Given the worthless female whore of the state (female cop) repeatedly said I looked like a rapist while threatening me dogs if I moved, while backed up by her entire precinct, I hope she gets raped while she dies, preferably feeling her bones break and wiggle inside her where they aren't supposed to wiggle, as she's raped to death, but lives a few days before killing herself when she realizes she'll survive. I do hope she sees a dog shit out part of her body while she still barely lives. It's rude to approach a citizen, say he looks like a rapist, threaten him with violence, then throw him in jail for resisting UnConstitutional searches. Personally, I think that's disrespectful. Fuck the police. They all back each other up when they violate their oath. I will shit on her grave when she's dead. 

#ACAB

I have no family I wish to make proud. 

I think my country is a force of evil. 

I would love to achieve success, but we're on the verge of total economic collapse.

Not much else to do but work hard and try to have fun along the way? Currently I want to create my post-apocalyptic off-grid enclave with a bunch of beautiful nymphs and gardens, including weed. 

Since all my veteran friends have some sort of VA benefits. And active duty are on the government dime. Technically all American servicemembers past and present are communists defending capitalism while insulting communists.

Also, facts show that every goal of the communist party of America in 1940 has been implemented into law. So just stfu already. 

The rich are rich because they hoard. 

The irony of the world being measured in net worth, is the assumption that everything can be bought. Slavery is outlawed, but you all still discuss a person's auction house value. 

Congratulations on accruing the most jew points. 

Someone hires me to help them, then ignores my instructions, and fires me for insubordination when things start going poorly. 

The only job where I've been paid and felt like I didn't earn my keep was Robert Egerland's contract with BofA. (My 2nd time there of 2)

Again, what is sad to me is all the judgement calling me a failure. I'm asset light, but debt free. I think I'm doing pretty well given all my products have failed in spite of me going all in on them and selling out my entire life savings to create and market them. 

When an economic collapse happens, my post-apocalyptic warlord skills, and labor skills, exceed your digital claims to remote assets.

I think the fact I can deliver a product in less time than most companies can bug fix 1 bug, shows that MAYBE I wasn't the problem.

Most people are the opposite of what they present. 

Donald Trump presents that he's America first.

Elon Musk presents that he's about free speech and should consult me on how to fix his shit policies. Lawyers and HR can't innovate. Don't let them run your business.

Most women present themselves as virtuous. At least nobody is touching an Onlyfans/Camgirl. 

Bill Gates presents himself as a healthy innovative philanthropist.

Privacy policies outline what parts of your privacy they're violating. 

I present myself as sexually attractive to women but I no longer want a family. I consider myself honest but I've told lies. 

I think the best movie depiction of a character that closest resembles me would be Rick Moranis in Honey I Shrunk the Kids, minus the smoking hot wife. 

GWoT vets are quiet about GWoT. Yeah, I've been out a long time, but the war just ended three years ago. 

I try not to talk smack about my ex-fiance. 3 years were great, and her family was awesome. She took me to see Pearl Jam when I got home from my TDY. 

In-spite of my senior year quote middle finger to USAFA for all the abuse (I was on probation and confined to the cadet area for like 3.5 of my 4 years) it's best the place in the world. I was planning on a career. However, that Pearl Jam rant by I guess Eddie Vetter was not just the last straw but a big hammer in getting me to get out. I'm glad I didn't spend all my life in the desert.

I spent 4 weeks total in the Middle East. I probably would've gone back if I hadn't gotten out. The book FOBBIT did a perfect job illustrating the insanity of wartime decisions and how easily the jihadis could kill specific American soldiers on bases integrated with the population instead of defensible positions.

Mr. Langley talked me out of the blue to green program. 

Glad I survived and I thank Pearl Jam for getting me out, but survivors guilt is a thing. I still can't understand half of the lyrics to Pearl Jam. Pretty sure he sings in Latin?

My life is really good except for my own bullshit. I need to be more grateful. 

However, when I pray I usually pray for 4 things: Book sales, women, weed, and world peace. You be the judge. 

I was told I should pray and a winged hussar shieldmaiden would fly into my window. Did I misunderstand the plot of Animal House? 

I'm a wantrepreneur. 

But I remember the contract I was on, I was responsible for over $2M in revenue and paid less than 100k in annual salary. When I asked for a raise, I was given a raise less than the tax increase of the year, and less than inflation for the year, with a comp still under 100k. 

My boss complained about his problems and how one other PM had nearly $500,000 in medical expenses annually on top of salary. Insurance is a scam. That manager managed one of the most historically mismanaged programs in history. 

As I am unable to pay for the investments I wish to make in my entrepreneurial dreams, I take solace in the fact that she got to write off her therapeutic massage while failing in her job every day. 

I know I'm replaceable. 

I've dropped into guard vs. a 700 lb white belt. 

I'm not the best dev, I use their SDKs. 

I've had two beautiful black women sandwich me on a dance floor at a bar outside Maxwell AFB and my feet left the floor for a good bit. 

I'm not the best at math, I use their formulas. 

I've had Fearless Caleb Ball gently place me on the mat instead of pile driving me after a takedown even the Flash wouldn't see coming.

I'm not the best leader, I use their techniques. 

I've boxed at USAFA and had to get my teeth fixed. Those Wing Open scraps are scraps and I dropped boxing. Maj. Randall Jones does good work :). I think he lives in Brazil now. I appreciated my opponent stopped striking once I turned my back. 

I'm not the best reader, but I read what wise men write. 

A Colonel once informed me that he was unaware of any other time in history when a Lieutenant had required a Colonel report in to a Lieutenant.

I had cadre that could do more 1 handed pushups than I could do 2 handed. 

I am slow in all the ways. My 400 time would be confused for a bad 600.

I'm clean but I never passed a white glove inspection.

I've lost 2 wars and know nothing I could've done would've changed the outcome. Guess who really did 9-11?!?!

I once got my entire flight ~600 penalty repetitions for excessive goofball. We did every rep that day on the PT deck in full view of the squadron.

I'm a shit surfer, but space travel is just surfing/sailing gravity straight. (until we figure out better steering). 

I've been so tired I couldn't pick up a grain of salt. 

I hope they rename USAFA, USAFA. United States Space And Air Force Academy.

I don't listen to them anymore. If they come on, I turn them off. They live in America while talking shit because there's no where else to go, because of their politics. They are the American Idiot. 

Could I beat that entire band in a fight? 

If I ever somehow become SECDEF or something, I will recall 2 of my former upperclassmen to active duty just to make them do pushups. 

PS: I have zero desire to ever be a politician or work in DC. A lifetime of meetings with people who are both overconfident in their importance and put effort into being vague? No thanks. However, I do want to be in a Presidential debate just so I can publicly destroy the candidates intellectually.

Everyone says to tailor your resume for the job. I usually get told to remove the "low class" jobs from my resume, like bartending, security, retail clerk, etc. 

Strange, maybe that's why I can write the code for the bartenders and store clerks, while the developers who look down on those workers, can't? 

But I'm the arrogant one, not the guy who never bussed a table but thinks he can write the business process for every job in the services industry, from a backlog?

Growing up my school employed a "special needs individual." His name was Claude. 

We'd all make fun of him behind his back. No one ever did anything to him or pushed him or anything, as far as I know; but, we all made jokes. I wonder if he was just trapped in a twisted body and unable to communicate but still able to understand it all. I wonder if he was always that way, or if something happened as an adult? 

Now, Claude is the BiS AI platform. Claude helps me code daily. Every time I use this tool of Hephaestus I am reminded of my childhood insults as I ask Claude for assistance. 

However, routinely I'll ask claude a question and it'll lock up. 1 Question, no answer, "you are out of free messages until 5 hours." So yeah, Claude is still retarded. 

I went to church last week. Good experience. 

I was running late, so I grabbed a Lime scooter. 

As I reached Broadway, the scooter died. It played a sad battery sound. 

A cop car pulled up beside me as the scooter died. I do wonder if a shit cop used an electronic countermeasure on me, or if Lime just is that bad. The battery was full. 

I left the scooter on the corner, and Lime charged me $30 for the ride as it wouldn't let me end the ride where it was disabled. 

I ended up being late.

Fuck shit technology. 

#ACAB

This is the second time I've grown out my beard. 

It's the first time I've grown out my hair.

Naturally, it's the first time I've had both long hair and a beard. 

The first time I grew out my beard, the FBI came by for the first time. 

This time, I got my first welfare check from Nashville PD.

I wanted to see what I'd look like with long hair and a beard. 

I think I look good. Fuck you for your judgement. 

How are suicidal thoughts considered taboo, yet Netflix had a show all about suicide? I don't have Netflix, I just heard about it a few years ago.

I've never made an attempt. I don't plan to. 

I've thought about it. I feel like how can you not? I was a teenager when Kurt Cobain killed himself. I think that was my first exposure. Now, they say that he might've been murdered? 

Then I say, naaa, my life's good and I have stuff I want to do. Hopefully life will get better. If not, NBD. Hopefully life won't get worse. If it does, I've always wanted to hike the Appalachain Trail. 

I just say this to say, at the open mic this week a few people's sets discussed suicide. I hope they don't do anything. 

My set discussed politicians that I dislike. That sentence was redundant. 

I think conversation is important, and not freaking out about something is the first step. Oh no, you had a thought. Well, clearly you haven't killed yourself, so it's not fatal. De-stigmatizing conversation is my goal here. 

Sometimes the reaction is worse than the problem. You know how shitty suicide would be? Probably worse than whatever is making you think about it.

PS: 22 veteran suicides a day is alot. However, it's a lower rate of suicidate than military aged males outside of the military. Math is math. 

I'm happy. I've changed my goals. Choose Yourself is a heck of a good book. Hoping my buddy has netflix so I can watch Sirens. 

Reading the Britney Spears memoir is INSANE. 

13 years of conservatorship because she broke a window after someone harassed her non-stop for years? She was 1 step from another Princess Diana moment and her salvation is legal enslavement. 

In the grand scheme of the worst fate possible, Britney Spears is forced to work by the people who she paid an allowance all because they all conspired to call her the bad guy. Every time she goes to work a bunch of people try to get a reaction out of her in unique ways so they can sell her photo, profiting off of her momentary weakness. If she falters once in a decade, she loses custody of her kids to Kevin Federline? 

In the grand scheme of conflict of interest, how is a global superstar who is reliable to tens of millions of fans and billions in revenue less responsible for 2 kids than K-fed? Leverage. That's all most people care about. You can almost see the perversion of a kids wish: wanting to sing and dance to provide for her family. She got her wish, if it was the devil's bargain. When do women lose custody cases? 

I'm really glad I never met my mom's therapist and cut off all contact with FBI after 3 visits. No way that conversation goes well. Man I hope she has sued that therapist. Unlikely. 

People look at me as a druggie, but I smoke legal hemp. THCA is legal most places, Delta 9 if that's what I can smoke. If it's fully illegal I just lay off for a bit. Most places simple consumption is the same punishment as a speeding ticket. Some person on 10 prescriptions speeding to work calls me a druggie. 

Britney had this thing where everyone wanted to take advantage of her at her lowest, to gain that dominance. I just feel I can relate. Sometimes I'm truly grateful to God for my delayed success to learn this very lesson. 

How many degrees of separation is Britney from Epstein? 

If you know stoners, they'll talk about strains like the red triceratops bud and crazy strains. 

Indica vs. Sativa is baseline. I'm a sativa guy. Not even a big fan of hybrids. 

So, with the new laws in Tn. I can drink a weed seltzer. 

That's like telling all Germans they can only drink bud light lime for all time, via vaping as smoking and drinking aren't the same fucking thing. 

I hope to find a chick I can explore strains with. 

But seriously, now that you know my favorite dinosaur, Sour Garlic is BiS. 

I like it here. 

I got fired 4 weeks after I moved here, which I guess was an omen of how my 4 years would go here. 

I'm leaving because some dumb bitch government worker brought cops to my home. 

I'm leaving because you changed the laws to make this no longer a free state. 

The 1 job I got, of the likely thousand local jobs I applied for, was not an honest offer.

Honestly Nashville is awesome. It's clean. The people are nice. Even the cops are nice. The yellow shirts are annoying but acceptable. You use them as a disarmed contact, but they're still violating my rights when they look at me. Sorry, isn't it illegal to drive a motorized scooter while texting on a sidewalk? If it isn't, good. If it is. Irony is a government worker who breaks the law. 

Vape logic: someone doesn't like the smell of the terpenes in plants with THC so they make you vape. Instead of picking a flower and smoking it straight from the leaf with zero waste, I have to have it compressed, dabbled with, and put into a piece of plastic that'll last 1000 years. Yeah, I'm smoking Delta 8 from a vape. Fuck you Tennessee. (Insert crying native tribesman image). 

All Politicians Are Trash.

Vape logic part 2: When I smoke flower, if possible I like a great piece of glass to help cool the smoke between lighting and ingestion. So, all the glassblowers no longer have customers. For those smokers that do still smoke what legal flower they can, they end up with more damaged lungs because they can't smoke the way they want. 

All Politicians Are Trash.

Nashville had one strain I swear cleansed the lungs. Mandarin Orange? 

PS: Re my vivid dreams and the time I blacked out at Station Inn. I feel like when the cops came to take me, the bartender chick Jordan grabbed a shotgun and said nope, then had her cousin carry me home? 

PSS: Alcohol is literally poison. It makes me vomit and feel like shit for days. Sorry, I'm not interested. Like, here's my wall showcasing toxins, would you care to try one? 

Men In Black was probably way more formative of a movie to me than I should admit. 

I always think of that line about, what you'll know in 10 minutes or whatever... and think what they'll know in 1000 years that makes us all look like dumbasses now for thinking/doing. Probably racism lawl. Tentacle porn is a thing. 

Back to men in black: formative for me was mainly; but I make this look good.

Anyways, the front page of the tabloids has a hint of something, idk? So I just practice the mental excerise of pulling the thread of it. I mean, I think we went to the moon because I can do the math of space travel in my head because Astro core curriculum at USAFA. Now, my flight plan would probably miss so I sure as shit am not flying to the moon. BUT, I can also engineer the spacecraft so I see that as plausible. Aero is core curriculum at USAFA. Finally, I know my classmates prefer to jump from the Tzo and slide down the light post than take the stairs, so yeah, there's a dude that knows all that better than me and the giant cock/vagina required to make it happen. 

So yes, I think we've been to the moon and it's upsetting my classmates haven't gotten to go yet. There's probably some uberdork with 8,000,000 combat hours that stayed home for a that Koch rich bitch. Walk into the USAFA athletic center after hours and see those dudes and dudettes and you'll know why as hard as I trained and studied, I was never on any lists. 

When you look at all the fraud he's uncovering, that isn't prosecuted, just realize the cops that are harassing him, helped set up those fraud chains. 

The law was written by a lawyer and a politician. Look at Michigan. Gretchen Whitmer had more votes than available voters. Imagine being in Michigan and letting a Governor who committed 1000s of felony voter fraud, backed by fraudsters abusing taxpayer money, send cops to arrest you? Michigan, you're fucking pathetic. 

Those lawyers then helped create a fraudulent money pipeline. 

Police provide security.

If you protest, they look into your background and find a way to arrest you. 

There are estimated 1000s of fraudulent scam artists leeching off the government in every state, and the FBI have been investigating white nationalism, on per-diem. 

The government worker, who graduated and was hired based on DEI, and can't even read the warrant they're signing, is going to send pigs to try to attack you. Never respect their disrespect. 

Life is about adaptability, but no one discusses mental/spiritual adaptability. 

I just mean, if your group murders anyone not in the group, including you if you leave it, likely not a cool group. 

My life I'm regrouping. I feel like I've been regrouping for a while now, but hey, it is what it is. Moses went to a desert for 40 years and I've been living my best life in the greatest cities in history while chasing my future. 

Those failures taught me how valuable my skills are.

However, by the time I succeed, I'll be too old to want a family. I already am :) Congrats to all the girls who talked shit about me and cheated on me. 

I wanted a family. Now I do not because I would be too old to protect them. I feel we are in hell. No way I'd make an asset for evil to abuse. Just look at Britney Spears. When has a woman with zero drug addictions, zero arrests, and a history of financial and work success, lost a custody battle to her employee? Children are just assets for those attacking you. Children are just ways for women to demand more from you. Family only exist as a burden and guilt trip and nothing more. 

Once you adapt and realize the devil is real and you were tricked into thinking life could be good... once you accept you're in hell... only then will life make sense. Life won't be good. But it will make sense. 

Easy inversion are gold star lipstick lesbians :) Pretty sure those are Odyseus' Sirens.

I whine alot, but the goal of this is conversation:

A good WoW Classic Hardcore deathlog last words, thigh gaps on strippers, the perfect political troll meme...

Or a stormy weekend with power uninterrupted and internet full stream...

The smell of Cinnabon at the mall, Chick-Fil-A sauce, and my avocado toast... 

These are a few of my favorite things. 

Hopping out of the shower to a fresh towel and boxers warm and clean...

When cute women preen or someone calls my jokes mean...

A new flower strain, comedic set that hits, or a fighter's perfect boast...

These are a few of my favorite things. 

A stream without an ads, tools without legal agreements, apps that're login light...

A rotary wing overwatch while engaged with the enemy, or new restaurant where the flavor has perfect bite...

Websites without cookies, H1B deportations, and when someone gives their effort utmost...

These are a few of my favorite things. 

When the police knock...

When the politician self-empowers...

When the IT is trash...

I simply remember my favorite things.

And then I don't feel so bad.